Im so tired rn.

Im gonna assume that theres no creeps here and that i can just say shit without it coming back to me to bite me in the ass IRL. But goddamn im so tired , every day its just wake up shower do nothing at school for eight hours go back home do nothing till 10pm and sleep and repeat. And now to throw a wrench in the mix my mums depression got worse and is now considering going into a mental institution or smth , and while all that is going on , all my dad is doing is just telling her "yeah everything is going to be ok" while everything is clearly not okay . Like come on are you kidding me , social media is desensitizing my whole generation while several genocides are going on in the world as tensions keep rising to the point where fear of thermonuclear war has never been closer . It genuinely feels like if there is a god , theyve got something against my whole generation, like come on. Be born to the biggest financial crisis ever seen since the great depression, grow up a bit just to be hit with the pandemic and quarentine right in the formative years where i should be interacting and forming relationships with my peers, leading to being a fucking loser incapable of social interaction due to cripling social anxiety , only to grow up a bit more to be thrown right into world war three right at the perfect age for conscription. Like god fucking damn , like im never gonna kill myself (at least not until i go to a fucking furry convention and get some dih or some puh or some ahh or whatev else there is), but like id be lying if i said it werent sounding more and more tempting every day.